Welcome to the third installment of my series. This is not the original version somehow it got deleted. Nevertheless I am going to try to recapture it who knows this version could be better. This post is about me so here we go. My personality is very complex. I'm generally a cool laid back person normally calmed manner. I like to keep my personal life private. However I can get very irritated and I like to be by myself. I like to have my space to think brainstorm and just enjoy myself. I really don't care what other people think of me never have never will. I know some people like me some don't oh well. I know people talk about me because I stutter but it is what it is I try to have better speech. What those people probably don't know is that I can talk about them worse. I grew up an only child so that plays a part being alone. I'm a nice guy when you get to know me or when I decide to let you in to my life. Some people would say I am shy which at times I am, but it is more me learning you and seeing if I want to let you in to my life. I hate show offs people that like to brag. I believe we are all one big mistake away from being broke or homeless. Why boast about your possessions? I really want to help the less fortunate in my life. I'd rather someone else be happy than me. I've had a good life so far and I would love to see another person have one. I prefer to be in the back round out of the spotlight. If I could I would graduate college with nobody there. I don't need people to tell me things about me or congratulate me. I'm a go getter I will not hesitate nor let anything get in the way of my goal to be successful in my terms. I'm a risk taker. The other day I had a conversation with one of my good friends it went something like this. I told him that he is afraid to fail, over think to much , and you don't take risk. He said you are right I do over think to much and I would do something even if I knew it was wrong with a 50 % chance. I said you are right. If it's a 2 % chance and it sounds good to me I will take a chance. I believe you will always miss the shots you don't take. So I'm taking all of mine. I guess this might be a reason Kobe Bryant is my favorite basketball player. Sometimes I succeed but sometimes I fail, but I am willing to live with the results knowing that whatever is the obstacle I can achieve my goal. My trip here to Lima I had my doubts because it was my 4th time trying to study abroad and something always came up. I am happy I got the scholarships because I would have not been able to go. For those who makes think so I am not rich more closer to broke. I try to stay in my financial lane but it's hard sometimes because I am a risk taker. Some may know but I have a shoe collection nobody knows everything in the collection. My mom is a shoe collection so lets say it runs in the family.
So I grew up in the church. I love my church family. There use to be a point in time when I went to church all week. Tuesday night, Friday nights, and all day Sunday. Yes all day from 9am-10:30pm. We did have a break from like 3-6 to eat dinner, but we normally ate in the church gym. I really need to strengthen my relationship with God. I know what I have to do to turn my life around and I want to do it. I just pray that God continues to have mercy on me.....
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